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Archive for August, 2007

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folks have been talkin about alter-egos lately. being someone who felt torn in my identity as a child, i have worked to unite my selves and live my being fully as me. in all my contradictions and complexities, i try to be the whole spectrum of me. so it’s hard for me now to try to find this other girl again. the one that’s me but isn’t. that secret part of me. but i can’t find her. i don’t remember her name. i’m curious about how other people live those forgotten parts of themselves…

095.

hey loves,

this is just to say that i’m feeling fantastic.  this week has been the most productive and force-filled week of my whole summer. funny that it’s almost over. i have been conquering old dreams and exploring new opportunities.  i’m getting myself in financial order for the school year. investigating some new romantic endeavors. re-organizing my academic path. cultivating my brave star writing program. reconnecting with folks. reading. writing. building. i feel like things have flourished and are now ready for harvest. i read somewhere today a quote about investments in your future happiness. i have been investing in my happiness for quite some time and i think i am finally banking on it. now it’s time to plant more seeds. i’m welcoming a new season of myself and i’m loving it.

beijos!

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just so you know:
nicolás guillén is the motherfuckin truth! i went into the library yesterday and walked out with some poems: jimmy baldwin, sharon olds, bob kaufman and my man guillén. i have the biggest crush on this man. the title of the collection i’m reading is called patria o muerte! the great zoo and other poems. good god.

so anyway, just wanted to share a poem that made me breathe easy this morning…

Guitarra

Fueron a cazar guitarras,
bajo la luna llena.
Y trajeron ésta,
pálida, fina, esbelta,
ojos de inagotable mulata,
cintura de abierta madera.
Es joven, apenas vuela.
Pero ya canta
cuando oye en otras jaulas
aletear sones y coplas.
Los sonesombres y las coplasolas.
Hay en su jaula esta inscripción:
“Cuidado: sueña.”

Guitar

They went out hunting guitars
under the full moon
and brought back this one:
pale, elegant, shapely,
eyes of inexhaustible mulatta,
a waist of open wood.
She’s young, she barely flies.
But already she sings
when she hears the flutter
of sones and couplets
in other cages.
The somber sones and the lonely couplets.
There is this inscription on her cage:
“Beware: she dreams.”

glorious!
love to y’all

093.

i am newly obsessed with life hacks especially the simple living, peace promoting, idea bursting, ohm inducing ones.

see:

zen habits :: tips for living simply and happily

behance :: help for creative professionals

freelance switch :: creativity and productivity for freelancers.

happiness project :: happiness and other solutions

ikea hacker :: ikea design hacks

life dev :: on productivity and gtd (loved the posts on naturopathy and the astronomy picture of the day)

 no impact man :: on green living

my question is: isn’t reading about getting things done actually only inhibiting me from getting things done? hmm…i should be writing shouldn’t i?

092.

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did you know that alice and john coltrane only knew each other for five years? they met in 1962. married in 1965. and he died in 1967. did you also know that she was celibate for the rest of her life? that must have been some crazy extra-terrestrial type of love.

that’s the kind of love that i’m seeking. that teach-me-new-things-about-the-world love. the love that sees subtle beauty. that let’s-float-off-
together-into-another-realm-of-consciousness type of love. the love that discovers. the wonder love. the love where each kiss is a prayer and each laugh is an earthquake.

oh, i can taste it.

listen to “something about john coltrane” and you’ll know what i’m talking about…

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have y’all seen this?

i am sad that this is one of the few images of darker-skinned women that i have seen affiliated with american apparel. it’s actually from the british i-D mag…so shame on them as well. boo for bad advertising.

the girl herself is beautiful but the lipstick, the dead eyes, and the headwrap are not working for me…it is too soon for this image to be ironic. also, for a company that goes for natural looking models, i can’t excuse the sambo lipstick as being just an accent to her bright clothes or the turban as a new look. maybe i’ll change my mind when all the white girls start wrapping their heads, and i don’t mean like this:

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as a brand that markets mainly to rich white hipster kids american apparel needs to be held responsible for ways that it represents black women, especially since they are so few and far between in the brand’s advertisements. i understand that i-D made the spread, but no one at either establishment seems to be apologizing for perpetuating such a socially irresponsible and unneccessary image. i just want to know who thought that this would be okay…

better than cake? really?

more opinions:
daily update
the misterio tremundum

090.

oi gente:

i am feeling productive today! during my long hibernation yesterday i gathered up enough potential energy to get some things done…i redecorated my room, did my hair, read more interviews from the believer book, and submitted poems to three magazines.  cheers to accomplishment…

love!

089.

so i’m finally finished dragging my myspace content over here…yay.

it’s rainy today and all i want to do is lay in bed and daydream. and maybe read a book, too. i think that is what i shall do. yes.

088.

i’ve added a bunch more throwback blog posts. i’m almost done! it’s weird to just have witnessed the arc of the past year. i’m glad that i’ve kept it up. august 3rd is my half birthday, so around this time of the month i always feel so new. this week has felt like a beginning of sorts. there surely is much more to do in the coming months. i’ll keep you posted…

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Tips about Thinking Creatively in Everyday Life
Even if you have never picked up a paintbrush, written a poem, or had a big new concept, you can use the Magical Secrets to generate fresh new ideas in your everyday life. Here are Kathan Brown’s suggestions:

1. Cultivate Sensuality. Touch things, actually or in your mind. Feel the thickness and texture of a fabric, a book, or a flower petal to get a sense of it. Look at an artwork by imagining you are within it, touching each shape or line. You’ll learn to think with your senses as a counterpoint to rationality.
2. Use a Lot of Time.
Set up some oasis time when you can focus full attention on something that matters to you. Everything else will fall into place around it.
3. Get into the Flow. Do the first thing, then the next thing, then the next thing, without strategizing. Obstacles increase the possibility of discovery, so if something throws you off course, meet the challenge and move on.
4. Have an Idea. Think before and after you do a creative task, but not while you’re doing it. While you’re working, go where the work leads. Then look at what you’ve done and see if there is an idea there that you can use to start the next thing.
5. Don’t Know What You Want. Don’t set goals. Just start working and get fully involved in what you are doing. If you get stuck, think about how many possibilities there are within the framework you’ve chosen. What can you use that’s at hand?
6. Know What You Don’t Want. Familiarize yourself with what others have done in the field you’ve chosen, so you won’t waste time trying to re-invent the wheel. Don’t worry about finding exactly what is most suitable to you. Just start somewhere that is not unsuitable.
7. Stick Your Neck Out. Advice from mentors and friends can be useful, but you don’t need to be part of the party line. Go against the prevailing attitude if you feel like it.
8. Use Every Tool. If a computer is your primary tool for what you do, try adding work done with tools you can hold in your hands. A trip to the art supply store may be just what you need to get your mind unstuck. On the other hand, if you’re not using computers for your art, you might consider that possibility. Old tools are deeply satisfying and should not be completely abandoned, but change is good.
9. Use Every Source. Art is a speculation of possibilities, and in our day the possibilities include poetic images created over the past two thousand years or more. Tools are conduits from your body to your mind, and you can use images as tools. Do not disrespect your sources; they never mold entirely to your vision and may be stronger than your mind perceives.
10. Become Skillful. Art is anything done sublimely well, and every kind of creative work benefits from high levels of skill in its execution. However, all the skills you use need not be your own. Know when you must develop a skill yourself, and when you can work with others whom you have instructed and chosen because their skill exceeds your own.
11. Take Yourself Lightly. Live your life the way you make your art, with pleasure and full engagement, but without forcing things. People who are not self-important are the ones whose work is most likely to develop and change and remain interesting over time.
12. Go into the Ether. Art-making is a mixture of the practical and the ethereal. The sensuality of concentrating on tools and materials sets the mind free to roam in an unworldly place. Then the necessity of decision-making brings it back. Thinking around the edges of what you are doing, moving back and forth from the ether to the materials in front of you, is exciting and engrossing.
13. Own It. This Magical Secret will come to you automatically after you have mastered the other twelve. You cannot try to achieve it, but it will come. At some point you will know for sure, deep down, that you are doing your work, the work you should be doing. And at that point, the work is almost certain to be good.

from magical-secrets

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