this week has probably been one of the worst in a while. despite finishing my last undergrad exam on tuesday, i have been more stressed out this week than i have in a long time. i’m supposed to be happy and excited and sentimental about graduating, but really i’m worried, annoyed, and feeling in a rut in general. i feel unhealthy, out of shape, and just plain uninspired. i feel like i’ve been swirling in an abyss of negative energy. ugh. apparently mercury is in retrograde til may 30, so hopefully june will be better. that said, i’m probably gonna end up taking a break from writing here. i need to get where i want to be.